donuts at daybreak

So as I sit here at the deceptively sterile white break table of the wonderful world of wal, I find comfort in the chocolate chip double donuts I chose for my snack. At first I caught myself wondering what exactly the "flavor bits" were, but in my grog cluttered mind set I realize its better to not know.

Btbam pwns

Tattoos

So I have a couple(3)

A chest piece, a fourth sleeve on the inside of my left art, and a tiny little guy on my left shoulder blade. I'm due back for another one on March 1oth. I'm going to expand my sleeve to wrap around the rest of my arm and up to my collar bone. Eventually I want my sleeve to connect to the left side of my chest piece in one mural. I have two ideas that im using to expand the sleeve. All my tattoos have deep meaning to me and reflect my experiences and beliefs.

My quandary is this;
Why do certain Christians accept and even encourage my decisions while others refuse them? I understand that my body is a "temple." I get it. Yet I am using my body to further beliefs that are at least positive, and at most rooted in Christianity. I cover them when around those who I do not know out of respect. And I do not push tattoos on others.

Is it really so bad?

i finally get it...

I never really believed in karma until recently. In the past, things that really didnt matter, things unworthy if my time, came easily to me. And instead of focusing on what was important, I indulged.
Now, the things that really mattered all along are damaged beyond repair. Some will gain back some of their luster, but most will fade away. This is my doing.
And now, the one girl that really meant something to me has lost hope. Maybe I can salvage this.
but I doubt it.
I would endeavor to say I am slightly more crafty than your average 19 year old, and I've done my homework. I've got a couple tricks up my sleeve yet.
This isn't over until I fix it, or till I'm dead.

Smoke em if you got em boys.

legs for days

So its been awhile but I've been kind of busy. Hannah and I are no more(officially) but we still "see" each other when one/both of us is in the mood to, but that's a different story. I met this other girl who has good heart. She's a definite switch up from the norm(she's an introvert, incredibly smart, and my gosh she's beautiful) I got lucky. She's a good girl to help me get over hb. I'm taking it slow, I just wanna chill for awhile, you know?

Hh Bb

I messed up. Shit. This is bad.

Also, screw Twilight.

gone fishing

So yeah, I definitely have been fighting this urge but this girl is not making it easy. today, she sat half an inch from my face and I was ripped in two keeping myself away. Its ok so far, but I think I'm losing this battle. I don't want to upset sam no matter what I do. But they have been apart foe like two months, would one kiss really be all that bad?

i might have a catastrophe on my hands...

So today I realize I am strongly attracted to my friend/band member's ex girlfriend. I don't want to do anything about it because I respect him, but she definitely feels the same way and has been a huge temptation. I'm worried.